Ever since I was a little girl until my early teen years, I kept a daily journal. I used to keep track of all of my activities and thoughts, then I went back and read them. It made me smile; I liked to revive the moments that made me feel alive, and loved to remember all the fun I was having.
Things took a different perspective during my later teen years. I remember I used to carry a silver notebook during my last year of high school, and man, I wrote every single time I felt inspired. I would just bust it out wherever I was, and started writing dramatic poetry and drawing weird illustrations. Most of my poems were about sadness and bad experiences with my relationship attempts. We all know how that goes when growing up, some of us think that “it’s the end of the world,” and “you’re gonna die,” and “it’s all over.”
During this phase, writing became my psychologist, my confidant.
Ever since I met Brian in 2004, things changed a quite a bit. We clicked immediately, we built a steady, healthy relationship; something I’ve never had before. Obviously, I no longer needed to weep and complain on a piece of paper. Instead, I discovered the meaning of happiness, fulfillment and tranquility, and no longer had the itch to write how I felt anymore. For some reason, I find much easier to express sadness and disappointment than happiness and fulfillment. I believe that means that real happiness cannot be described easily.
I recently started thinking about how I abandoned writing, about how much I miss it… so I have decided to write again. This time I will not be writing about my existential issues, nor my daily activities. I have something more valuable that I would be stoked to share with the world: this blog is for the people! the people who surround me and inspire me =) I feel very lucky to meet the people I know, to have such awesome family, such great, unique, passionate friends, and last but never least, have the most incredible husband anyone could ever have.
I hope you come back and take a look for yourself. I believe that all wonderful things in life must be acknowledged, and be celebrated =)
Thank you for reading!
LOVE IT!! and can’t wait to read all about the people and things that make you what you are: awesome. Glad you are writing again too, I missed it
Besos!
que linda!!!! <3 te amoro
Love it! Can’t wait to read more <3
hanks for the comment on jesse he is a patient p[er and talented enthough he is my sonhe has always like to skectch and ride his skate board , dad speedy gonzales